-
Dear Body
Dear body/self,
You will never be perfect. You will never be exactly how you hope to be, live with it.
You weighed over 80 lbs heavier, and you've yo-yoed since then,
so you won't be left without being scarred, or unmarked.
You will have the stretch-marks, lose skin, the dimples.
No matter how much you lose, how much you may tone, what lotions you may
( Read more... ) -
Loving Nerd Community
I love my Caldaria Clan. Emphasis on L O V E.
I'm dealing with a lot of male "issues" in my life, which makes things hard.
My dad lied, cheated, lied again, broke my heart, quiality time with him isn't so quality, see a previous posting rant for more information. He just frustrates me, makes me sad, feel forgotten, neglected, and not good enough.
( Read more... ) -
love is my double-edged sword
I think being able to show and give love to others is one of my most valuable "gifts" as a person.
I have so much to offer.
Though one of my deepest fears is never being loved and being alone in life.
I'm so afraid that no one will love me as much as I love them
that I'll never be good enough.
-
Neglegent Fathers
It makes me so angry when parents don't act like parents.
Dear Dads...just because mom is out of the picture and you find a shiny new girlfriend, (or had this woman all along) doesn't mean you have to neglect your children. Doesn't matter what age they are...6, 26...IT STILL IS FUCKING SHITTY.
We may feel like we have to deal with it because we ( Read more... ) -
Soy-vey.
Men confuse the hell out of me ( Read more... ) -
Ups and downs and all-arounds
In many ways, I'm in a very good place. I'm the healthiest I've ever been in my entire life, of that I am thankful and happy. I'll be running my first 5k in less than a month, and I'm super excited. And the week before it I'll be up in Maine, FIAB-style, with a bunch of good friends playing games, swimming, bonfires, BBQs ( Read more... )
