Hey every one. I know i havent written in here in forever. I am sorry. i have lots to do now days. and that includes, not being on the computer. i hardly have any extra time any more. i am always at work, or soemthing is going on with my son. John III is now 5 months old. Hes prob the cutest thing i have ever seen. :) I love him to death. And cant ( Read more... )

hey guys, i know its been forever since i have written in here. but i have been really busy. with me trying to get ready for the baby and everything. i have been doing really good, lately. i am actually gaining weight now. i have gained 8 pounds since being pregnant. and i am now 5 months. well a little more than 5 months, but still. the baby is ( Read more... )

Well. hey guys how have u been? I have been ok. I had a virus in my computer for the past week or too, so i havent been online. but I am back, and I will try once again to update my journal so you know how i am doing. Well if u havent already heard. I have had a lot going on. And I am going to tell u about it in a minute. Well my summer was ( Read more... )

WELL, TODAY HAS BEEN A BORING DAY, SO FAR. NOT TOO BAD, BUT COULD BE BETTER. I JUST HAVE BEEN HOME, ON THIS COMPUTER. ITS LIKE MY LIFE OR SOMETHING. WELL OUTSIDE OF ME AND JOHN. :) WELL TODAY MY PLANS ARE SORTA SIMPLE. ALL I AM GOING TO DO IS STAY ON HERE, UNTIL JOHN GETS OFF OF WORK, AND WHEN HE GETS HERE. I PLAN ON SPENDING THE EVENING WITH HIM ( Read more... )

This poem is sorta depressing, but, it is also the truth. Noone realy knows about my dad, the only people who do is John, and me and my family. But I will tell you, I miss my dad, even tho, i dont even remeber him, in the littlest aspect. I miss him. Why does he have such a big impact on me, when i dont even know him? I guess I will never know ( Read more... )

This poem I wrote awhile ago, but I want to share it with you all. It sort of explains my mood, and tells you how I feel at the moment. I want to put it in here becuz of the fact of how much I love John ( Read more... )

Today so far has been a boring day. I have just been sitting around here, on this computer. I dont have anything that I can do, until 3:30, when John comes over. Last night John took me to see Shrek, Sarah, and Eric, if u all like the animated movies, this is a cute movie to see. really enjoyed it. Well, tommarrow is Johns 18th birthday. I ( Read more... )

WELL, HEY YOU ALL. WHATS UP? NOT TOO MUCH HERE. I AM SORRY I HAVENT KEPT UP ON MY JOURNAL. I HAVE BEEN REALLY BUSY. AND AS IT SEEMS I WILL BE ALL SUMMER. LETS SEE. SO FAR MY SUMMER HAS BEEN GREAT. I MEAN REALLY GOOD. I AM GOING TO BE WITH JOHN PROBABLY EVERYDAY. I AM REALLY LOOKING FORWARD TO THAT. WELL I AM GOING TO HAVE A MUCH SHORTER SUMMER ( Read more... )

I am so happy. i have been home all week. becuz of the surgury. and the only person who cared enough to come see me was John. he was here every day. even if it was just for a hour. he was here. i love this boy more than anything in the world. hes just so perfect. and hes so mine. i have been dating him almost 6 months and its been the best 6 months ( Read more... )

sorry u all, i havent been able to keep this updated. with my surgury and all. i was really scared. but it was all not worth it. i was so scared. but it wasnt all that bad. i was in alot of pain afterwards. but i am alot better now. :) but the only bad thing is that i still hurt in the same place, that i was hurting before i went to surgury. I am ( Read more... )