So I haven't posted in a real long time which means...It must be vent time ( Read more... )

its amusing that within the same day can find the strength ( Read more... )

Do you ever get that huge welling feeling in your heart, possibly from everything that's happening in your life, maybe what you are thinking about, things that could happen, maybe simply just from the music that you are listening to ( Read more... )

"I know you are leaving.
And I know everyone is going to think its a big mistake.
And I know I am going to get my heart broken.
But maybe its worth it."

gaaaah. i need to stop feeling like this. be strong. get over it.

Its been quite a while! crazy ( Read more... )

It's funny, but no matter where my emotions or my choices take me, I always come back to here. And find myself caring more and doing more to try and get it than any other options I have. I find it oddly comfortable, but I know that if I just let myself feel comfotable forever I may never get it. But I don't want to push it, and I know that if it ( Read more... )

So this week has been interesting ( Read more... )

yeee...so money is royally screwing me right now ( Read more... )

I have the best friends in the world. Easy as that. If I ever whine and complain about how they don't care about me or aren't looking out for me, please slap me and tell me its not true. They never cease to amaze me with how much they care and what lengths they will go to for me. Thank you and I love you.

feeling unsure
my heart reaches out to you.
not meaning to, you hurt it once.
i took it back and hid it from you for a while.
but my mind has a heart of its own
and peeks out to reach to you
once again.