so ive decided im sick of this site considering no one really ever reads it so im moving back over to xanga...heres my new site ( Read more... )

so.....camp ( Read more... )

if she had the power to turn back time ( Read more... )

So im currently sittin up at netspace with joey fletcher and craig and were sittin here doin nothin like weve been doing for the past few hours...we plan on goin back to my house bc mommies spending the night at her friends house...fun fun fun...decided to change a few things around here...notice ( Read more... )

so here i am again ( Read more... )

hey so my birthday is past and its new years eve...152AM i might add tho ( Read more... )

one morning as she is woken up by her obnoxious phone ( Read more... )

So you say Im a liar?
All I said was the truth.
What I felt.
How I best saw the situation working out.
Its her fault again...suprise suprise!!
If she would have left me alone,
Everything would be fine.
Im finally beginning to listen to him.
Take his advice,
Considering he always seems to be right.
Its about time I do whats right.
Do whats best for me this ( Read more... )

~GOod ByE~

I dont get you.
How many times do we honestly have to go through this
Before you realize that what you are doing is wrong?
To constantly lie to me,
To go behind my back,
To take what I have and even want.
Im clueless how to get through to you anymore.
Im drawing a blank an honest blank this time.
I should have trusted my instinct.
The one time I ( Read more... )

the feeling of unrelientless numbness
the question of what next never seems to be answered
reality is still so distant from what she thinks she really sees
what happens next

yesterday as the family gathered at the table,
there was an emptiness that seemed to fill the surrounding air
the mashed potatoes sat in their corner never being touched
they were ( Read more... )