is this really her life...
is he really gone?
its almost an out of body experience

coming home to a lifeless house day after day
this cant be her life
it cant be real

all she has to do is wake up from this dream
from this nightmare
from the emptiness
start walking...
no...
more like running away from this big black hole
that just seems to get bigger...
and ( Read more... )

yeah so this week has definately been filled with a rollercoaster of emotions and im in one of the happiest moods ive been in, in the longest time...and this time i know why

yesterday was my dads 2 month and it actually wasnt as bad of a day as i thought it would turn out to be...thats a good thing by the way

last night at youth group was awkward ( Read more... )

i called jonas this afternoon before i went to his house and he told me he never got a phone call today... hes not leaving and im one of the happiest people alive at this moment. :) Take my Quiz on QuizYourFriends.com!

i got some of the worst news of my life yesterday morning at 9am ( Read more... )

Whats ur deal ( Read more... )

I don't know what to do anymore ( Read more... )

As days go by ( Read more... )

what am I supposed to do ( Read more... )

looking back on the life she's lived ( Read more... )

          actions words friends...confusion

Living life being real
is that really me?
He says he loves listening
he says I have real hurt real pain
real wants
real struggles
real emotions
If only everyone understood her
she's real
she does have these qualities and many more
but why does no one else see them?
Sheltered, cut off, hidden all alone.
No one sees ( Read more... )