these days seem to be getting longer and longer and the pain doesnt seem to be going away ne time soon. today i went looking for a dress and as usual i had no luck...i mean i have a possibility but its not a favorite. I cant stop thinking about him and talking about it...its so hard and its not gonna get any easier ( Read more... )

last night at about 4am my dad stopped breathing, my mom woke me up with her screams and ran in my room. i ran with her back into their bedroom and helped her drag my daddy off their bed onto the floor. at this point he was still not breathing so i start freaking out and she asked me to go unlock the front door, so i proceeded to go get my ( Read more... )

i hate life lately...guess whose dateless for homecoming?!?!?...yea thats right again im dateless what else is new...i guess im gonna have a loser fest with my friends that arnt goin but i still wish i was. i have a feeling im not gonna end up goin to ne dance this year...im not goin with out a date thats for freakin sure bc its too weird and ive ( Read more... )

why does life alway seem to pass u by in an instant and there is nothing u can do about it?? why after only one month of camp...my "high" is gone?? why does my dad alway have something to yell at me about? why am i never good enough? why do i even try? why am i even here? no one would miss me...one of my friends tells me hes always here for me ( Read more... )

i actually had fun today...i woke up kinda early well early enough and i went to get laura. When i got there she was having her lesson so i hung out in her room and watched mr. bean which was actually kinda funny believe it or not, but then we went and woke up jonas at like 1215. We literally drug him outta bed onto the upstairs outside deck into ( Read more... )

yeah so i got back from camp a week ago tomorrow and it was one of the best experiences of my life i have to admit and i got a best friend out of the ordeal...i love sam to death and i hope this "high" never goes away for a change ( Read more... )

yesterday i went with jonas and krystal and this girl jess downtown to chinatown...it was fun looking at all the little gift shops that seemed to consume every street from one end to the other ( Read more... )

today is a freakin boring day and i have nothing to do right now...but my ma told me my car is fixed so we can go get it later on tonight...im so glad im getting it back ( Read more... )

wow omg yesterday was so freggin awsome it was amazing ( Read more... )

corey update:they took him off the respirator today...yay...and they are attempting to wake him up but i guess well find out tomorrow how it actually worked ( Read more... )