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Today started out horrible. Actually the past few sleep episodes have been making me feel terrible. Im waking up with wet eyes and a congested face. I sob so heavily in my dreams that I wake up wet, sniffling, and still crying. Hardcore dreams about real and unreal things and events. I feel I either have a brain tumor or its my Suboxone that causes ( Read more... ) -
Family Ties...
A friend of my moms (that has been friends with my mom since they were kids, my namesake) messaged me on FB to ask about my brothers baby who passed away. (Wyatt was 11 1/2 months old and as far as I know it was SIDS) (rip) I told here any and all information I had and we kept talking from there. She said she dated my Uncle Matt 16 years ago and ( Read more... ) -
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Yesterday I weighed in at 260lbs exactly. I was extremely surprised and excited! Ive been working hard and now Im only 20lbs from my goal.
What sucks is, it seems the more weight I lose, the more my hips, feet, and legs hurt. I kind of guessed that that was going to happen. So many people said to lose weight and I would feel so much better pain ( Read more... ) -
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My husband has a huge, apple shaped ass and its beautiful. He has an ass and hips most girls would die for. Ugh I love his sexy body!
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Ive been spending all my time in bed reading. After my free trial of Kindle Unlimited expired and I went ahead and bought the next month and thats where all my time goes. I eat, shower, feed and play with the kids, and venture out once a week or so but other then those things Im reading anything and everything. Im not even caught up on my weekly ( Read more... ) -
weight loss progress
Sunday (Mothers Day) I weighed in at 269.2 lbs. This past Wednesday I weighed in at 267.6. And today I weighed in at 263 even. Im so happy with my progress! 34lbs lost so far.
Nothing more to share. Very tired tonight.
Gnight all.
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I have a late night ritual Ive come to like and find comfort in. I wait for my babe to go to bed, and after he has fallen asleep, I climb out of my bed, grab smokes, something to drink, something to eat and go in the bathroom. I shut the door and sit on the toilet. Most of the time I will read while eating and drinking in here. Other nights, ( Read more... ) -
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Having started to write here more has been pretty productive feeling. I feel like I have another outlet to just blab about redundant, pointless shit and can whine and bitch as much as I want without people telling to to shut up. Or without people just pretending to give a fuck about what Im saying. I dont even give a soft shit whether or not ( Read more... ) -
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Many years ago, before I moved here, before I met my husband, I was a very social gal. I was always going somewhere, always with someone doing something. I had so many friends and we would all be hanging out, going for long drives, going to the mall, going out to the bars/clubs. I was always busy. Then I moved from the East Coast, where Ive ( Read more... ) -
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I really need to start putting tags in my posts.