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Ive spent too much time and money on redbubble.com but omg the stickers! I ordered 14 awesome stickers! I didnt even look at anything else for fear of spending more money. Im nearly broke now, but it was worth it.
The boy stayed home from work today, so I treated us to Chinese food for lunch. I barely ate anything there because I like it later ( Read more... ) -
this is why i moved
I found out that on Monday my dad had a mini stroke. How did I find out? After my dad himself posted on his Facebook about it today! No one on my dads side, siblings, aunt, grandmother, no one bothered to inform me. Me, being the oldest sibling, child. Fucking bullshit. And they wonder why I moved away the first chance I got. I was/still am ( Read more... ) -
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The weekly grocery shopping trip killed my legs, feet, and hips. Im in an immense amount of pain tonight. Please let me Suboxone kick in really soon. I feel my RLS wanting to make a long overdue appearance tonight but I refuse to let it.
Matt Shaw, Joe Hart, and Kindle Unlimited have taken over my life this month and ruined the good sleep schedule ( Read more... ) -
Nightmares...
Last night I was plagued with nightmares of my abusive ex. I havent thought about him in awhile. Im not scared of him nor do I fear for my life when I think about him. I gave more then I got. I never let him beat on me without me fighting back. I let him always hit me first then Id fuck him up royally. Whether I fought back or not, it still ( Read more... ) -
Worry Wart
I worry too much. About mundane things, random things, things that really can happen, things that hopefully wont happen, yadda blah blah blah. I dont know how I dont make myself sick. Please tell ms Im not the only one who worries so much? I mean, when my brain has idle time to just wander, I sometimes find myself worrying.
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I know I write about my husband, our sex life, and how happy I am in my life right now and it gets boring for you to read but there is a reason why I write about these things. Ive been with the same man, in the same relationship for almost 7 years. Before he met me I was a fucking mess with a capital M. I had just gotten out of an 18 month long ( Read more... ) -
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We have been putting having sex off for days now because we both have been tired and going to bed early. When Im horny its hard for me to sleep. Most of the time I will take care of it myself, but not this time, I let it build up until we were able to fuck. All day today Ive been hornier then a 3 peckered billy goat, so the minute he started ( Read more... ) -
Same Old Blabbering
I know its been a few days since my last post. Nothing truly interesting has happened really. Same day in and out. I have been somewhat on a normal sleep schedule lately. Going to bed at night and getting up in the morning instead of the usual vice versa that Im used to. As far back as I can remember Ive always enjoyed being up at night ( ( Read more... ) -
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Masturbation...
I learned at a very young age that by touching myself I could get aroused, and that if I kept doing it I would feel an explosion of feeling and that it felt really good. I learned this when I was about 8. I cant remember much of my really younger years, but I know I wasnt introduced to sex or anything like that. Never saw my mom ( Read more... ) -
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Had to take a break from reading to jot down this overwhelming feeling of happiness I am experiencing right now.
Its stormy outside, Im lounging lazily in bed with my cat, Marley and reading a book on my tablet. I made a HUGE batch of lentil soup for dinner later. The smell lingering throughout the whole house. The cool breeze and some drops of ( Read more... )