Most days I have no idea what to write here to keep others who possibly read this interested.  Then I think more about it and I shouldnt care what interests others, I should care about writing the truth, about writing how I feel, writing to get shit off my mind, thats the sort of things I need to be writing here in MY journal.

I was scared earlier ( Read more... )

My husband and I each have and sleep in our own bed.  Pretty much our whole relationship besides a handful of times, we have slept apart.  When we first got together,he was a very light sleeper, anything would wake him up, and I toss and turn so damn much (plus kick, punch, hit, jerk, twist...) so much in my sleep its ridiculous.

Having your own bed ( Read more... )

There are so many things I stress about, things that I shouldnt let get to me so bad because they are fixable things/situations.  I stress about laundry, dirty dishes, cluttered rooms, the dirty litter box and/or pet cages, and normal stuff like that.  I dont worry about rent or bills.  They will always come first on my list of priorities.

Ive lead ( Read more... )

As promised, here is my entry about how I became a user of Suboxone.

My whole life Ive had hip problems, ever since I was 8 and had had a major surgery on my right hip and spending months in the hospital to heal then being on crutches for awhile after released. Then because of my right him mending, it seems soon after I had learned to put all my ( Read more... )

We went to my inlaws house for Easter dinner today, like we do every year. My mother in law is an awesome cook and always has a huge spread for any holiday.  The whole time I was there I really just wanted to get back home and fuck my gorgeous husbands brains out!   I know I know how naughty of me but its the truth.  Kissing gently, touching ( Read more... )

PS...if you have Kindle Unlimited, read any all things written by Joe Hart.  His books have been the cause lately of my sleep deprivation!

People who follow me, may you be new aquintances or old, I should let you in on some of the subjects you may read upon in my new journaling endeavors.

I will write about my pets, food, new products I try, sex, drugs, love, frustration, my husband, my relationships, and probably a ton of random shit.

Like tonight, my husband went down on me and in ( Read more... )

Me: " Fuck my life!"
Husband: " Fuck my wife."
Me: *raising an eyebrow* " Okay!  Lets go!"

We both giggle.

Ive been told years ago Im not fertile at all but tonight I went and bought a couple pregnancy tests because my period is late.  I knew there was no chance I was knocked up, but still wanted to check since we have been fucking a lot lately.  ( Read more... )

I havent posted here in YEARS but I think thats about to change. I love Facebook and I mostly post there, but there are just some things that cant be talked about there.  Like having awesome sex with my husband, how I have come to be on Suboxone and why, and surely there are other things.  The Suboxone thing will be a long post that will explain ( Read more... )

I dont like people who are always so quick to get mad at nothing at all, and when you get mad they wont allow it. I am human, I get mad. If I get mad though, then its for a really really good reason. I dont get mad too quickly ( Read more... )