Well i haven't updated in a few days so I thought I would do so, I'm back with stats, a plan and some news ^^;

Just for the record my stats:   Hw:132    Lw: 86   Cw: 99   5'4

The new and improved plan!!

Monday : water, green tea

Tuesday: water, green tea, coffee

Wednesday: water, green tea, fresh orange juice

So that's good for the next few days, I ( Read more... )

I'm not going to be around this weekend, which sucks. My father is flying from America to take me to an open day at a really really good school for next year, so I'm also going to spend the whole weekend with him, just becuase I never see him anymore and he's flown god knows how many miles to the UK just to accompany me the open day when I could of ( Read more... )

Today is the most fantasic day! I'm seriously happy, I could be knocked over by a bus or something and still be smiling! :-) I'm finally getting myself back and I'm waving hello to double digits again!

I'd down to 99 pounds again!

This is serious love, I'm pretty much buzzing with happiness. I keep pinching myself and I'm actually awake, It's ( Read more... )

I think the room mate is begining to cotton on, oh not good not good not good not good...

Plan for the next few days

I can't fast for the next few days becuase it's just too risky with the room mate getting suspicious. So the plan is..

I'm going to go to breakfast, I'll have half a low fat yogurt (40cals) or an apple, or an orange. I'll skip lunch ( Read more... )

I binged and I purged... My chocolate count went up to about 500-600 cals. I failed myself again, I am a failure, I want to be skinny so badly, why the hell do I eat then?? I'm so mad at myself.

I don't even feel like I have the strength to do so, but I have to, one word : Fasting

The rules are just water for the whole of tomorrow....water water ( Read more... )

I Kissed the boy today I havn't been able to get out of my head for the last 2 months today, and he made a comment on how thin I looked ( Read more... )

I'll start with the bad news so I can leave you all on a good note...

The Bad Bit

So I screwed up today, as you know I broke my fast at 84hours with the yogurt and I decided to fast for 24 hours. Well After 10hours of my fast I ate 2 muesli bars, which is like 200cals in total and 50cals worth of nuts, so man thats like 320ish calories in one day. ( Read more... )

Day Four

I think I just screwed up, let me explain. I got up and thought I may pass out in the shower this morning, I basicaly had to lean agaisnt the shower fall untill I recoved abit from the dizziness. Going to the gym last night really took alot of the little energy I had left. My new room mate is already suspicious of me, she saw I ate nothing ( Read more... )

I just had to waste my money on buying food with my friend to show her I'm eating. I'm quite happy about the fact she hasn't cottoned onto the bit where I'm just going to hide it my dorm and definately not eat it. blah friends these days...

Current feelings after 66 hours

Well I woke up this morning and wooah I thought I may pass out. It's been a ( Read more... )

Do i feel stoked right now? YES YES YES I

.. just went to go make some green tea. Had to leave my dorm. Walked the long way to the kitchens. Walked passed the sick room. No nurse around. Tried down handle. Sick room unlocked. Snuck in. The scale.

I weigh 103 lbs - Fully clothed, Full of today's liquids

I'm finally getting somewhere! oh man i'm ( Read more... )