So today was the last football game I'll ever see Kenan play besides for Homecoming. He was sooo adorable after the game even though he was all sweaty. He was so beautiful as always and his eyes were just the most gorgeous things ive ever seen. If only I could just melt in his bones and him in mine ( Read more... )

SHwang3530: jon's excited about you moving down to UCLA, he visited the campus so he would know where to go to help you move in

kenans game is tomorrow!! and we watched hardball today. soo nice... my mom was happy and it made me soooo overjoyed to see her so.

kenan and i went to round table for dinner, and then we drove to walnut creek to see mr kwong and met ani+val there. we saw miss saigon and it was so nice. it was sort of our first date i guess you could say, and we had our unforgettable experience day today in general. but now everyday is because its comnig to an end of this daily ritual of ( Read more... )

I am almost ready for college. Kenan and I decided not to break up when I go to UCLA and I'm willing not to party so much and willing not to drink after last night. I'm in berkeley right now and staying over at ani's. Last night I hung out with brian bucher, mark landau, laurence, min, and ani. It was so much fun though. And I truly miss kenan ( Read more... )

Mauk my words: dont be scared jakidos ( Read more... )

I absolutely miss Benihanas, but Im glad Im away from it. It made me so depressed Id cry when I would hear about any of the busboys' parents or the chefs and their life stories. It killed me so bad inside. Its better that Im sheltered from it I think. But I am gonig to miss Gina, Taka, and Lucia soo much. And cheng, jewely, and justin. and of ( Read more... )

today was the first time both of my parents yelled at me separately and truly disrespected me as their daughter. It hurts so much that I havent cried. I cant cry because I dont think I have the right to. They hate me so much. They only love me because Im their daughter. My dad only likes me because he can tell his coworkers im gongi to UCLA ( Read more... )

im gonig to miss him more than anything. today i was perfectly fine and then i started crying when i was with him because i couldnt imagine him leaving.

i cant wait until his birthday so we can go to dinner again :) for only the third time in our 4 month relationship. i just dont get to see him enough at all.

i really cant explain how grateful and lucky i am today ( Read more... )

1. i served a jigalo and 2 prostitutes today and it was amzing. they tipped me so much... i couldnt even believe it. they were such cute girls too ( Read more... )