Austin and I had a lot of sex since he got here last night. He's huge, and really good at it. I'm glad I was able to enoy it for once. Eric texted me a lot last night. Apparently he did mushrooms, and thought he was having a bad reaction. I don't know what to think or say. Austin and I slept naked, and he's really sweet. I don't know if I like him ( Read more... )

From: Eric ( Read more... )

Today is turning into such a shitty day. Nothing is going my way, and I'm just sitting here fucking crying. Austin isn't coming up. None of the girls want to go out. I just want to go home and go back to Eric. I can't fucking take this. I miss him. I miss how things used to be. I just want to be ok. I just need some distraction. I actually need to ( Read more... )

So it's been almost three years. I can't get it off my mind. Fall is such a horrible time. It makes me miss the days I used to hang out in the car listening to loud music and staying out real late. It makes me want to go out & get really fucked up & forget that all that happened. Fall is my least favorite time of year. I like spring because ( Read more... )

I'm ready for something to change. I'm sick of how my life is right this moment. Sick of feeling sick, sick of feeling tired, sick of being feverish, sick of being in a rut. I need to get back out and get things moving. I hate this house & never being able to feel relaxed. I hate always feeling so rushed. I hate having so much expected of me when I ( Read more... )

You shiver on your summer walk
The melody plays through your headphones.
Bouncing, swaying to the beats
You smile as you go.

30 April 2007 ( Read more... )

1. I wish you were a better boyfriend sometimes. I really can't handle when your friends treat me like that and you do nothing. I wish you weren't so selfish. I wish I wasn't so addicted to your sex ( Read more... )