Finally.

I'm going home.

 Day Sixty-Nine
Your Name: roxas
Suicidal Ideation: 9/10
Homicidal Ideation: 0/10
Amount of Sleep Last Night: two hours.
Any Lucid or Vivid Dreams? Explain.: everyone around me being burned alive. i could smell their flesh and everything. 
Moods Experienced Today: whatever.
Mood Triggers: breathing.
Significant Thoughts of the Day: scribble scribble.
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 Funny, even though the heater was fixed I still feel cold inside.

House, I still need to see you. Take a break from you freaking soap operas.

Demyx, I hope you're doing okay.

I-is anyone else freezing c-cold?

I'm wearing my t-thickest hoodie and I'm c-chilled to be b-bone.

Too c-cold to do a therapy sheet. At l-least I'm out of my w-wheelchair.

H-house, I need to m-make an appointment.

Day Sixty-Four
Your Name: Roxas
Suicidal Ideation: 5/10
Homicidal Ideation: 2/10
Amount of Sleep Last Night: Thirteen hours.
Any Lucid or Vivid Dreams? Explain.: Hn.
Moods Experienced Today: Pain.
Mood Triggers: Well, the staples in my chest kind of suck just a bit.
Significant Thoughts of the Day: they gave me medication again
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RENO CAN I PUT MY CLOTHES BACK ON PLEASE?

IT'S REALLY... DRAFTY.

 Day Sixty-one
Your Name: Roxas
Suicidal Ideation: 0/10
Homicidal Ideation: 0/10
Amount of Sleep Last Night: Eight hours. 
Any Lucid or Vivid Dreams? Explain.: Yeah. But I'd rather discuss it with my therapist.
Moods Experienced Today: Anxiety.
Mood Triggers: It's not really a trigger. I bring this all on myself. 
Significant Thoughts of the Day: I have to ( Read more... )

Day 57
Your Name: Roxas
Suicidal Ideation: 0/10
Homicidal Ideation: 0/10
Amount of Sleep Last Night: 8 hours
Any Lucid or Vivid Dreams? Explain.: Ice cream~!
Moods Experienced Today: I was just kind of... content today. I guess happy.
Mood Triggers: N/A
Significant Thoughts of the Day: I think I'm going home soon Not really.
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threw up breakfast

threw up lunch

fuck you

all your pills are gonnnnne down the porcelain god. along with my food.

i dont really feel any sexier. just kinda jittery.

guess this is what cocaine addicts do.

im never doing cocaine.

I peeked at my health report today. A nurse left it on the counter, I think.

Apparently I'm underweight, have low heart rate, low blood pressure, bad circulation, and low sperm count. Not really sure how the last part matters; I figure it must be a good thing I don't run the risk of reproducing with someone and making more crazies. besides, the ( Read more... )