Day 42
Your Name: roxas tyler hart.
Suicidal Ideation: 7/10
Homicidal Ideation: 0/10
Amount of Sleep Last Night: 5 hours
Any Lucid or Vivid Dreams? Explain: lucid dreams, yeah. i'm learning how to do that. anything to give me something to do.
Moods Experienced Today: apathy.
Mood Triggers: nothing.
Significant Thoughts of the Day: ...it's been a month ( Read more... )

...they said i'm a slut

Heh. They should have power outages around here more often ♥

OH MY GOD WHAT IS THAT TOUCHING ME

Day 42
Your Name: roxas
Suicidal Ideation: 0/10
Homicidal Ideation: 0/10
Amount of Sleep Last Night:  8 hours
Any Lucid or Vivid Dreams? Explain:  He was on me, over me, in me again... but I've learned to ignore the dreams of that.
Moods Experienced Today: Contentment.
Mood Triggers: None
Significant Thoughts of the Day: n/a
Favorite Time of Day and Why ( Read more... )

Day 40
Your Name: Roxas
Suicidal Ideation: 5/10
Homicidal Ideation: 0/10
Amount of Sleep Last Night: 7 hours
Any Lucid or Vivid Dreams? Explain.: Yeah... bad stuff, a lot of blood, they never stop talking to me and touching me...
Moods Experienced Today: Fear, sadness, gloom.
Mood Triggers: HIM.
Significant Thoughts of the Day: Today was my mother's ( Read more... )

 day 39
Your Name: Roxas
Suicidal Ideation: 0/10
Homicidal Ideation: 0/10
Amount of Sleep Last Night: 7 hours
Any Lucid or Vivid Dreams? Explain.: Not that I can remember, no.
Moods Experienced Today: Contentment.
Mood Triggers: Red.
Significant Thoughts of the Day: Today's been kind of boring. I'm looking forward to the star-gazing tonight, of course ( Read more... )

 day 36
Your Name: roxas
Suicidal Ideation: 4/10
Homicidal Ideation: 10/10
Amount of Sleep Last Night: 1 hour
Any Lucid or Vivid Dreams? Explain.: tearing out his throat and drinking up his blood.
Moods Experienced Today: misery, anger.
Mood Triggers: the world.
Significant Thoughts of the Day: fuck.
Favorite Time of Day and Why: sleep.
Least Favorite ( Read more... )

 My dearest Axel,

Go fuck yourself and die.

Roxas

Day 36
Your Name: Roxas
Suicidal Ideation: 3/10
Homicidal Ideation: 0/10
Amount of Sleep Last Night: 7 hours
Any Lucid or Vivid Dreams? Explain.: Sunglasses. There was someone in sunglasses and they were chasing me and whispering in my ear and saying all kinds of rotten things.
Moods Experienced Today: The dream kind of freaked me out. I've been kind ( Read more... )