i finally don't feel guilty. i've actually been in extremely good moods lately. maybe it's the fact that i have such amazing friends, and such an amazing family, and then there's the sweet boy who puts a smile on my face. i'm just so content with life, everything is going smoothly, and i love it.

i'm basically ignoring brian, which makes things a ( Read more... )

I basically got 'laid off' from work, ah well.
Uhm, Brian is a jackass (not that I haven't made that obvious)
Mom found a house.
I have a crush.
I had a party this weekend, Saturday.
Which involved me getting mad drunk, getting lapdances, and accidentally burning my bestfriend.

See, I lead a boring life.

i'm really happy for you.
i wish you both the best of luck.

i still love you, but i'm over you.
you'll always be a best friend to me.

i need someone to talk to.
grrr

i feel like shit today.
and my mom is getting sick, ew.
i'm not excited.
but me and my mom watched The Covenant today.
it was really freakin' good. atleast i thought it was.
9 days till every time i die.

fuckers.

i can't slep.
charles disappeared
and i sleep with him every night.

scares me.

he's like my security blanket when im in bed.

:(

AINSY TOTALLY JUST SHOWED UP @ MY HOUSE.
fuck eh?
haha.
we went and saw kate at work, he's coming back down later on tonight
that kid is crazy.

i hate/love this being busy thing. it's intense i must say. i hate that i'm getting sick though. and that my ribs aren't doing any better, i feel as if they are worse. sometimes i can barely get comfortable cause they are constantly sore.. and so swollen. it's gross :(

so yesterday and today were pretty good days ( Read more... )

$1000 + $300 = lindsays money she gets asap.

i'm going to fucking party my ass off.