why did i say it was over?..why?
i'm so fucking stupid.
i have to try and ruin the only good thing going on in my life.
why can't i just fight this and be happy?
why can't i be myself, and show him how i truely feel?
why can't i just tell him i love him, and constantly be happy.
fuck, i'm such an idiot.
i want him to come home so bad.
i feel so alone.
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