i feel like shit today. i think im sick or something. i dunno. ne ways i think i might get a job at steak n shake as a dishwasher. . . they are hiring n shit. . so yeah ne ways gotta go .

i am in such a mood today! i really wanna kick everyones ass! tiffanis up in CO having fun, buying shit, going to concerts and im stuck here in this god damn nigger box packing and cleaning every fucking day. eddy (my fathercalled again and talked to the woman. that dumb fuck he left a message saying "where the hell are ya'll? i been callin a ( Read more... )

things are feeling a lot better. i feel so bad that i cant help my buddies out. . but i dont know wut to tell them. travis wants to go to jenkins rite away when skool starts and rach wants to wait. . . :( i dunno. i dont want them to leave at all. but they are so ( Read more... )

well things are so crazzy around here. i wish that i cud be with my GREAT FRIENDS this skool year. . . but if i leave gause there is no way that i will getout of high school! so i have like no choice. . . i dont wanna loose rach n travis but. . yeah

OMFG TRAVIS N RACHEL ARE LEAVING ME!! I CANT BELIEVE IM GONNA BE STUCK AT THAT NASTY ass NIGGER BOX ALONE! WELL I LOVE IT BUT I WANT THEM THERE. IM GONNA BE ALL ALONE. DAMNIT! :'( I LOVE THEM SO GOD DAMN MUCH! I CANT BELEIVE IT I JUST CANT! I WONT! THEN IT CANT BE TRUE! I G2G BYE

well i feel a lot better today! my blister popped
and it was really really gross!!!!!!!!!! >:( ne wyas cant
wait till skool starts! but im moving
so most likely i wont be back till next week
*TRAVIS N RACHEL, I CANT WAIT TO SEE U GUYS!!!!!! I MISS U TONS! ILL TTY IN A FEW DAYS!!! LUV YA* byes

i am feeling like complete shit. now ive gotta move and pack too. but its ok. i feel like crying but i cant bc the woman is home and then that wud just suck. i got a bad ass strap for my guitar today. its red with suns on it. its very spiritual. ------to me anyway. i am jsut really self doubting rite now. i feel UGLY/FAT/STUPID/DUMB/ALONE. well ( Read more... )

i think rachel and travis come back today. YAY! *i hope u guys had fun ( Read more... )

i dont know how to use it tho. i think that im starting to get it . and when i play its starting to sound good. :-D

last nite when i burnt my leg with the screw. theres this BIG ASS blister!! in the shape of an upside down cross :-D
it doesnt hurt at all now it only did last nite..........ne ways it was only on my leg for about 6 secs bc it hurt so bad but it made a huge ass blister. :-D well ne ways im gonna be going ttyl! BYES