*KRYSTAL* god i miss her soo much! i wud give my fucking life just to see her face again. i cant handle this. i cant believe i even brounght this up. i am sitting here at this fucked up comp. crying my fuckin eyes out...i just miss her soo much. how is it that my life (which has no meaning at all) is here living while she is burned up in some ( Read more... )

hi. i feel super sad and i dont know why. the woman went to church..so im all alone. :'( i am so fucking sick of always being alone. not that id radther be with her tho! ijsut want other human beings around me. ne ways..they are making fun of jesus on the radio. HAHA its funny ( Read more... )

uhhhhhhhh my stomache fucking hurts like a god damn BITCH! but ne ways i went to the river today and hes changeing my meds again!!!!!!!! this is the 5th diff kinda meds i been on. but o well hope it helps :-/

i got my book bag today! yay! its blk with green stitch. its cool. ne ways. i got the cds from paul today :-D THAT MAKES ME SO HAPPY! today is a really good day! i got my diet pills too..so YAYYYYYY FOR ME!! :) ne whoo im gonna go..ttyl
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hey, i have been on this computer for 5 hrs strait! JESUS FUCKING CHRIST! thats a long ass time! im only talkin to paul bc hes the only one with out a life =D ne ways ( Read more... )

i had tho worst time ever trying to sleep! my ears really really hurt! ne wyas its all dark and stormy out side :-D my fav kinda day! ne ways im gonna go lay down and look out my window ttyl

hey i jsut got back from wal mart. i got my cartledge pierced! i was sooooo scared bc ive never had anyone besides me, brit brit and tiff pierce my ears before. and my moms all like...OH ITS GONNA HURT BAD! :( that made me really scared. i started shaking. i felt like a big baby! but they look really cool! now i have 7 in the left ear and 3 in the ( Read more... )

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i just got back from wildside peircings and tats. its right by my house. my mom let me get my ears done with some of my skool money. which is strange! but i aint complaing! it was only 20$. now my first holes are 0s. and my 2nd are 4s :-D thats good! they look really good! the 0s are bright orange! i fucking love them! and the 2nd ones are jsut the ( Read more... )

well, i woke up about a half n hour ago. i had a hard time getting to sleep ( Read more... )