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You need to get out of the house, cut your hair, and get a job ( Read more... )

My lack of regular updating isn't so much because I don't feel like writing. It's more like I don't have much to write about. I got sick of bemoaning my constant lack of a girlfriend when I'm obviously not doing anything about it. Because I work overnight I really don't do much during the week. And all in all I don't really interact with people ( Read more... )

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Yesterday I wrote this big long entry and posted it, then made it private after I reread it. I realized it was too bad crazy and frenetic. To sum it up I'm being succesful in my life and yet I'm more unhappy and depressed than ever. I have all these problems coming from within me and I feel like my mind is working against itself. Self-hate and ( Read more... )

I'm into a new webcomic. Devil's Panties. It's nice and funny and I'd highly suggest it. At least check out this and this.

I'm feeling a lot better than usual. I made two decisions, and I feel good about it. I'm eating more and I started exercising. Bring on the fun!

(I also drank 2 cans of SPARKS!)

This week I noticed it was darker every day when I got off work at 7:00am. A week from today I think it'll still be dark when I get off. I've never actually noticed the daylight changing before. It's always seemed like one day BAM it's dark all the time ( Read more... )

I totally just figured out how to use this program that cancels out all copyright protection on dvds. A new world just opened up to me.

Bring on the money!

Right now I feel like the "weather" satellite from the Cowboy Bebop episode where Ed first appears. (I love Ed) But I know things will change soon, mainly because I'm making them change. I feel a lot better about how I feel about Becky. I've realized I really do hate myself, and after all, knowing is half the battle. I've also realized that I am ( Read more... )

So... Getting things done and such. I guess that's good? I got a haircut today. I don't like it at all, but it looks a lot better. I like having a crazy mass of hair, but it's not really attractive. I now look rather Irish. Pale white skin, bright blue eyes, and shortish red hair. Didn't drink today, but that's okay. I got all my drinking done over ( Read more... )