Ha! You have no idea what that titles about. One hint which isn't a hint at all. Scissor Sisters. Life's interesting. I'm riding like I'm hanging from a clothsline by 2 fingers. Breakdown again last night. Crying and everything, not to mention a private entry. I hate this stuff. I really do. I'd ask why I'm all over the place like this but I bet it ( Read more... )

I can't read close up right now! First time in my life. I finally went to the eye doctor and got a prescription. But they did dilate my eyes. Last time I had them dilated I could hardly tell any difference. Now... Now I can't read a magazine. Now I feel queasy. Now you can hardly see my irises. I did however receive a free pair of contacts which I ( Read more... )

I can just imagine what the powers behind the American throne are like ( Read more... )

I was feeling down so I bought some books. One can never have too many Robert Heinlein books. Stranger in a Strange Land, Starship Troopers, and The Canterbury Tales.

Today has been bad. Work wasn't too bad. I worked on Zug 5 and 6 which are both pretty new to me. And I ate grapes. I really like grapes. But when I got home there was this red car in the middle of the driveway all the way towards the back. I parked behind it and go in to find whoever it was so they could move it. Yesterday drunk boy was passed out ( Read more... )

So I just woke up listening to Stockholm Syndrome by Muse so loud it was rattling stuff on my desk. Man, what a good feeling. And then I checked my email and NetFlix is sending me the first disc from Fushigi Yugi. I can't wait! Last time I watched Fushigi Yugi I was in high school and I think dvds were just becoming big. My dad used to get this guy ( Read more... )

So I just finished this book, Dealing with Dragons by Patricia Wrede. It's a very well told fanciful story with some good humor. I read the entire series a couple times when I was a kid and really enjoyed it. But going back and reading it now I still enjoyed it, and it still made me laugh out loud at times. But I never realized until now how ( Read more... )

Heh, I can't get that line out of my head. I just have this mental image of Satan in a bar, wearing a trucker's hat, solemnly lifting a glass of whiskey on the rocks and saying git'r'dun. It's driving me crazy to the point of laughing randomly when nothing funny is around. "Who knows where thoughts come from." ~ Empire RecordsSo I had a small ( Read more... )

So I was bored and googled "Brad looks like". ( Enjoy. )

I hate myself right now... I hate myself cause I have no motivation. I hate myself because I can't seem to make myself okay even though I've been through this like 5 times. I think I cause my relationships to fail. I just feel all the fuck ups come from in me. I just suck ( Read more... )