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christmas eve certainly had a different feel to it this year. i had a stressful day at work in the afternoon and getting home to rest was in my best interest (rest-best-interest). i attempted to get myself in the cheerful christmas mood and was semi-successful. we always go to my nonna's house, and after last year's disastrous aura, this night ( Read more... )

happy
happy
happy
happy

we painted the bathroom blue.
i like it.

everyday when i wake, it feels like my mind took a bath and is completely clean, leaving me lost with the soapy suds of what was washed away ( Read more... )

we are all too diferent. well is there such a thing?
there is only one interest that matters, is there not? the interest of the heart. i have recently discovered some real thing, some feeling. a cure-all, be-all, end-all, fix-you-up whenever you are drowning below the surface. this "thing" is divine like the best bunch of silk flowers, but also the ( Read more... )

i'm a mean, green, seventeen year old machine ( Read more... )

"Before the Sky Darkens"
Stephen Dunn

Sunsets, incipient storms, the tableaus
of melancholy- maybe these are
the Saturday night-events
to take your best girl to.  At least then
there might be moments of vanishing beauty
before the sky darkens,
and the expectation of happiness
would hardly exist
and therefore might be possible.

More and more you learn to live
( Read more... )

many important things going on. big SATS tomorrow morning, proooooooooom (i am totally trying to break out with some oldschool dances and waltz, let me know if you want in) and that weekend, AP test, my birthday and tea party and license and complete liberation! summertime ( Read more... )

in truth, i am a person who has always taken the power of words very seriously ( Read more... )