currently awaiting the arrival of: plans, food, the ciwwaf show, TEN show, christmas.

I could start writing about my exhilirating weekend. But honestly, I don't feel like it! Haha. So instead, a huge picture post. Yes.

( lolz@mylife )

I think I know, but I don't. I let my mouth get ahead of me. I convince myself of how I feel, when I shouldn't have to. I picture such a perfect outcome and it prooves me wrong. I fantasize over nothing at all. I just need a reason to complain. Maybe I have this huge problem of self-insane syndrome and don't know it. I think I just made that up ( Read more... )

I'm sleeping with my eyes open. I wish I understood so much more than I do. I don't want to get my hopes up too high because it'll end up fucking me up in the end. always does. always will. Lifes a blur. Sometimes I feel that everyones moving right past me and I'm just getting slower. I keep a box of old memories. I put one little reminder here ( Read more... )

I'm just realizing, that the other day in math i got a 96 on my quiz. and no lie, i thrusted in mid-air. Hah. Soo. In short: I've been scaring away alot of the new people I meet. I must have that effect. Blah. Lately I spazz out about everything. If its not a laugh- its a fight. I've been extremely busy. Time is not on my side. I always need more. ( Read more... )

I'm wierd. I just spent the last hour in my room "doing homework" &listening to the CASSETTE version of Dean Martin greatest hits. Hah. My bathroom toilet seat is cracked in half? Literally cracked in half. My brother must have took a major shit or something. Cause its dunzo. And I finally purchased the Ciwwaf/hellogoodbye/dave melillo/reggie and ( Read more... )

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highschool hates me.
already.

I officially hate orthodontists.(sp?) Not even the real dude. The bitchy lady I always have. #@^#$%#$ I swear shes out to get me. I need to speed-read this peice of shit book A-sap. I got some new school clothes. Yay! I hope I don't make a complete jackass of myself in school. I'm just a little scared. A little unprepared, and I hope that luck is ( Read more... )

Note to self: never drink hot chocolate again.
hahahah, ill explain later.

a real update is coming as soon as I start making sense.
( but for now )

So im nibbling on this cookie. Thinking alot. Hard to believe. Haha's. It kills me. Nothings ever hurt so much for me, than to let you go. So honestly, how could you say those things? When you know they don't mean anything. And you know very well, that I can't keep my hands to myself. I'll save the sorry story for another day. Doubt. My whole ( Read more... )

I've had enough of your games. If your not trembling, you'd better be.
I'm gonna show them who you really. I can tell you right now, it wont be pretty.

Im quite puzzled. My pop tart is lacking that sprinkley shiat on the top. haha. I guess the jokes on me! Oh& colorful goldfish (the snack that smiles back) arent that impressive, believe me. Besides ( Read more... )