You know when you drop something and pick it up. Then you drop it again and pick it up. And once maybe two times more the cycle continues. The aggrivation will eventually start to build up with each time you get down and pick yourself up again. It will eventaully make you explode or leave you clinically insane. Yeah well that seems to be the ( Read more... )

Honestly, I just want everyone to lighten up. Cause I'm getting pretty sick of talking to assholes all day. I wake up every morning and remind myself to be nice and happy so hopefully that's what I'll be surrounded in. But nah. All I receive are stupid grunts or strange looks or pretend conversations. I don't think anyone is real anymore.

I'm always thinking that I'm in a movie. Then I'll act like I actaully am. Hence talking outloud. I've been having strange dreams again. Or just not sleeping at all. I want to learn how to disect dreams. I hate how I always assume. I managed to make this entry completely unorthodox.

yo! get me heelys!

( mmmm )

There's a couple feelings in this world that seem to blow me away. Let me explain. You're tossing and turning in bed, buried under covers and covers. It's cold and your warm inside the blankets. But a little too warm. You want to be comfortably warm. It seems that all has failed. But wait! You have an idea! You remove your socks very ( Read more... )

This weather is mighty tricky. Who knows if its going to snow, get hott, clear up, or rain apples and oranges. My mind feels like its running laps around the world. Yeah.. not really though. I would really like to know how other minds function.. cause mine is pretty strange. I tell too many people too much. I should probably stop that. Time is ( Read more... )

im so sick of all this yelling

"so young, lets abuse our health and have a little fun.
i'll drink to that, lets drink to that."

( yikes )

Everything's kind of everywhere. I've had a nice couple days. I like it. With the exception of my nightmares.


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So, this one time (amy&stef@ witness) I was arguing with my mom about god knows what. something about "Giana, you have to plan!" and I remember screaming in the most serious way you can possibley imagine, "MOM, I'M NOT A PLANSTER!!" but I lied. I really am a "planster." I think of every detail of the day in sequence. Even up to the point of yes- I ( Read more... )

This kind of weather is really interesting. Today I was watching, and noticed that leaves blowing in the wind look like people running away from eachother. or playing. or fighting. or something like that. It was exciting. I'm tired of being built up, then let down. I'm tired of making an ass of myself. It's extremely frustrating. I don't want ( Read more... )