add 4_saken to your friends...thats my new journal. thanks.

remember it. write it down, take a picture...or something...its my username now.

My greatest fear used to be ( Read more... )

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well, i was going through my music library..."avril lavigne"..."things i'll never say ( Read more... )

well, i just wanted to say to everyone applicable ( Read more... )

and i did it myself.

well, today has been un-eventful...i've thought about Dawna a lot today, but only a little depression...so, perhaps the time im away from her actually may get easier...i dont know. in other news...I gave my cell phone the boot...literally...so, its broken right now...need to get it replaced...umm...yeah...not much to really say...

Well, it seems that after boatnic, i have realized that im really not even anywhere near used to not being with dawna...i was ok for a couple days...but, now...I hate myself. there really is nothing that i like about myself...i know that people are gonna read this and be pissed at me, but....quite frankly...my life sucks. This is definitely quite ( Read more... )

wow...today, for the first time in weeks...i saw Dawna...she was in a car...with some random people...i miss her so much. i hate cindy's thought process...and the rest of her doesnt make for a much more likable person...but, hey...shes only doing whats "right" for Dawna...maybe whats right for her is making her own mistakes, and decisions...this ( Read more... )