it happened. i did it and i feel like dying. i cant breathe, i cant even walk im so dizzy. what have i done? what the hell is wrong with me.

I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian ( Read more... )

i guess i should'nt cheat and just past and copy. i should really be writing,im going to the Tori concert in Sept. As well as NIN. In August we'll be attending 311 and Coldplay. Speaking of concerts , Alanis Morissette was amazing, we actually got to meet her and jason got most of the band's autographs. I was so happy for him, he really deserved it ( Read more... )

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It feels nice to have contact with at least more than a few people. Summer is suppposed to be all about that, but it seems like everyone just drifts. work preoccupies most of my time latly but i guess i should be getting used to it. if anyone wants to hang out im free after 4 weekdays and on the weekend

joey

at the safehouse with alison and mirander. being a computor whore. more later, im not dead.

its been awhile but you havent missed much. except one of the biggest decisions of my life. <3My tattoo <3 ( Read more... )

spiraling down.

this sick feeling keeps creeping over me. its not something i can explain or catagorise , maybe thats why i cant cure it. i want it to go away , i want to go home but then im stuck with it like an appendage. i don't know what im doing anymore. i used to feel sadness like a drug, melencholy a sweet flow of emotion. and now, nothing. i want it to ( Read more... )

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