i'ts been awhile since i've updated and obviously i've had fun tweaking every little thing about this boring journal. so hopefully , i'll get more motivated and actually update, maybe. oh yeah i have a myspace too now (im so tech-hardcore like that) yeah ill post the link later.

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I'm at school so this entry is going to be quite casual. the room is vibrating with all this energy and all i can do is sit and think. think about her, the way she feels to me now. thats one of the weirdest things about me, the way people feel, look and smell is different when my feelings towards them change. is that superficial or some weird ( Read more... )

my mom left this morning at eight. i didnt get to see her but she left me an adorable note, im going to miss her. i have the house to myself for a few days. itll be nice but lonely at the same time. saw everyone today and hopefully will see them tonight. i also saw tori naked, woman defined is all i have to say ( Read more... )

i'm going to jasons were i hope everything will get better, i feel depression creeping up on me and kissing the back of my neck like a fucked up lover. in so many words, i think im sinking again, into that oblivious downward spiral of sickening feeling and indefinite sadness. i really wish i hadnt whined...i wish i hadnt, lets pretend i didnt, lets ( Read more... )

the weather is beautiful. amazing and overcasted, little rain drops cover my sheet and virginia fits perfectly ( Read more... )

today....was shit. tonight...was great ( Read more... )

Those two words couldn't better describe the day . It was a pinkish innocent day , i spent alot of time in the library , more than usual. It was purple because i am growing more and more stressed and just want to fucking get out.Purple is my favourite but as far as moods go its melodramatic, like me. We are debating something i feel very strongly ( Read more... )

I guess I'll try this again. I didnt do so well last time becuase i just dropped it when i got bored , like usual. I'm going to try this time, whateva ( Read more... )