I love Jay more than anything in the world.

Already, I have noticed, that love is everywhere. I did not come here for love. I did that, last year. Well I came to escape that feeling ( Read more... )

I need to hold on to what I want ( Read more... )

Its a warm summer night in Jerusalem, and Im sitting on these dirty steps, over looking Har Nof, in the middle of the night, so I can pick up free-wireless ( Read more... )

I feel like dancing and singing, alone in my apartment. Sometimes no matter what is going on in reality, I am a silly silly goose. :) Im happy Im me.

Diana Miriam
Juniper
Rabbi Wenglin
Bloom Family
Amichai Family
Aish LA
Breskin Family, young and old ones
The Ferry Family
Daddy and Judy
Shanee
Michelle
Rebecca
Abby from work
Rena
Brandy
Rosi
San Diego (cemetary & family)
LA (house)
Perlov Family

will add more later

OK, here we go... Im in Israel in 36 days. Its hot, and Im making a lot of friends. Im studying by day and exhausted by night Im reading up on the things that interest me. Im reading up on Judaism, on psychology, on matters related to femaleness. Once in a while, I go for yoga. Hopefully, at least consistently. Theres a treadmill Im used to running ( Read more... )

I sorta feel like I am getting a second chance ( Read more... )

Who am I ( Read more... )

Dear God, please help me. Im making big decisions, and Im not sure I should be allowed to.

Mommy, reassure me somehow, that before I know it, just around the bend... everything will be okay.

Universe, do you hear me? I need hope. I need a reason to keep truckin.