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prayer for december 2010
Goddess,
Please help me navigate through my cynicism and self-centeredness this month so that i may remember to be grateful for the things i have and to not always want more. Thank you for the stamina you have given me to get through this semester. I am grateful for the opportunity to attend college and am now realizing that my gratitude shows ( Read more... ) -
more than i could swallow
the school semester is nearing the finish line. i have made a little progress on the mission 101 list. i have been away from live journal for a few weeks. these past few months have been a frenzied scene. thank god i got sick this week. i have been out of work with the flu since the 12th. it seemed like a setback at the time but today i can see ( Read more... ) -
i give already
apparently there is a lesson to be learned in trying my hardest and finding my efforts earn a B in sociology. I am trying to let go of the need to get perfect grades. i remember my first B it was in penmanship in the fourth grade. i cried at length over it, despite reassurance from my mom. from that report card onward i conformed my letters into A ( Read more... ) -
mission 101 update #2
1. get a DVD burner for my laptop and organize my computer's media collection
16. discover 25 new musicians to enjoy (MGMT, deadmau5
20. become informed about three local government issues and vote on them
21.collect 101 poems (14)
25. get cheaper car insurance (10/5/10)
30. donate one million grains of rice at free rice site
34. read Emily Post's ( Read more... ) -
crispy around the edges
i had expectations that i would my birthday week would include a trip to the roller derby and to see raspuntina in concert. neither came to be. it was disappointing, but for the best. i finally got caught up on my sleep deficit. i did have fine company and fabulous times last night and today though. -
hello happy birthday
I turned 31 today.
Hello kitty turned 32 today. -
prayer for november 2010
Goddess,
thank you for the blessings of the previous month. i have reconnected with humanity as a result of your divine love and guidance. i know you are with me even as i struggle with sorrow and anxiety. i pray that i am now and will continue to live according to your will for my life. please bless those in my midst and far flung who are suffering ( Read more... ) -
panic attacks are my cardio.
for the past few days, i have had an obsessive panicked episode. all of which have occurred at home in my bedroom. medicine has had no effect on them. neither has pep talks, or repetitive behaviors. i have found some relief from resuming my meditation practice. it all began with another flash back to my childhood. i wonder when it ever will end. i ( Read more... )