I am calmer today than yesterday. in class yesterday, i found out I have until  the 13th to take the test online. so that is a relief. i also got some downtime at work tonight. i returned one of two overdue library books. one of them i still have to locate. i have not  been so hard on myself today. I still feel behind schedule with school, but i am ( Read more... )

just itching to make the lines connect quite right. for some reason its been very difficult to complete school assignments the past week and a half. in fact i have a class in about forty minutes and the teacher's link to the test didn't work at first so she gave us more time to take it. an unspecified amount of extra time. i just pray that today in ( Read more... )

I had my yearly physical yesterday. As a result of it, after 30 years in ignorance, i am aware that my left leg is at least 2 inches longer than my right. I 've never had a limp, but 3 or 4 times a year i have an "episode." the episode entails one or both knees swelling, feeling like my hip is out of socket. When that happens, its two or more days ( Read more... )

i went camping this weekend with large group of friends and acquaintances. it was fun but not as relaxing as i had hoped. my best friend couldn't make it. generally i am fond of solitude but whenever i was alone i felt anxious about school. i have a test and a paper due by thursday. so far i feel very unprepared. i am going to stay home from for ( Read more... )

i am already warming up to other human beings. thank god for that. at work someone had set a picture of a pit bull fight as a screen-saver on the computer. i knew that it was cruel to animals to train them to attack another dog so that their owner could win some money, but i had not realized that its a fight to the death. the losing dog had ribbons ( Read more... )

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I have completed my list. today is my start date so the end date is Tuesday, June 25, 2013.
( here we go )

for the past few days, i've had a headache, upset stomach and fatigue. just sick enough to feel like calling in sick but not enough to actually do it. i have drug myself to work this week, but its been less than fun. i went to class as scheduled yesterday, but i only lasted long enough to hand in an assignment and find out what the class was ( Read more... )