times have changed and it's easy to analyze and formulate about people but i think that's wrong now. are we all just products of these phenomena, with these definitions that lie there waiting to hold us in their grasps? as illuminating as they may be, as true as they may be for a general population, i hold my faith in individuals. in the ( Read more... )

done here. moving on

i really struggle with this a lot...the pain from yesterday's wounds heal and can be so easily forgotten and then remembered so quickly with a simple scrape from elsewhere. i'm a little lost in all this; in the end i need to do what i want to do, as opposed to what will garner me the most approval. but then i think if i had such an individual life ( Read more... )

And I'm sick of your tattoos ( Read more... )

ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhohohohohohohoho hahahahhahahahahahhahahahahahah

forget it i say.

happy new year.

when why do you really believe it or is it just for show i hope it's the latter i look upon such little things with my all too capable discerning eye that is now the knife that stabs me with these fears that become truths and get under my skin for a little longer and time doesn't stop which scares me because we are grown-up practically and as the ( Read more... )

i think one of the things i hate the most is that really undefinable unsolvable impossible to pinpoint sadness that lately has been permeating through my every day. where life just seems sad and a little tragic and how in some other fantasy world you know things would be okay but people aren't perfect and they don't ever end up that way and then ( Read more... )

fuck this shit. seriously. i'm not ready to give up, but i don't even know what's gonna happen.

these are the times i wish i were a poet. i am filled to the brim with an emptiness to be poured out. i long for someone to drink this nothing and feel it, feel it as it strips away your insides and my viscera so long accustomed to acting as snug walls to you are laid off and this hollow feeling is just striking. it is winter outside and inside ( Read more... )