last night we talked for about an hour on the phone ( Read more... )

i have a space on myspace.com

i have been in my room most of the day crying my eyes out ( Read more... )

i want things to work out for john and i. I REALLY DO ( Read more... )

i had a bad day today. i cried while i was on my lunch at work, and a little on the floor (but i maintained very well- no tears fell just my eyes welled up). then when i got off my friend came over for a bit to help me with something for my identity stuff. when he left i left to go to the mall... to pay some bills... i also got my nails done (a ( Read more... )

i got home from work and my roommate's mom was here. so i used her as my mom (since my mom has passed i take up any chances i get to have an adopted mom). i started to cry knowing what i had to do. at about 10 i called john's cell phone. i prayed for his voice mail to pick up (in which it did) b/c i didn't want to really talk directly to him. i ( Read more... )

I'm not going to call him tonight. Let's see if he calls me ( Read more... )

So he says he's going to call me right? But the question is, "Does he call?"

And the answer is....

NO!!!!

he has done this before.... so I am guessing that this is his nonshaulant way of saying "It's over"

i got tired of waiting for him to call me. so i called him about 7:30ish and asked him what he was doing. he was getting ready to watch the football game at 8pm. i asked him to tape it (b/c he has the ablity to do that) and come over and talk with me. voices were raised about that. he argued with me on that. i finially said, "the night of that ( Read more... )

Need help with this....

name things that are wise (in different areas aka: peroson, place, thing, animal)

name some things that are precious (in different areas aka: peroson, place, thing, animal)