i just watched little ashes.
which informed me so much more on garcia lorca.
i knew he was controversial but…wow.
i didn’t know the extent of his work.
or relationship with my favorite artist, dali.

i have read so many books, so many articles.
and yet there’s still so much to read, to learn.
i realize now that i am not nearly as smart, or as educated as….
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so, yeah.
it's been a bit.
all is well, i guess.
lol.
still without a job, but with lots to do so it's kind of okay.
currently in augusta, ga.
M got her apt, she needs help decorating.
god knows she can't do that shit alone.
lol.it's kinda truly fantastical that i get to be away from florida.
this whole on base thing cracks me up.
ft gordon, kinda like being ( Read more... )

it's been a while.
alot longer than i anticipated it being.
for anyone who actually reads this shit.
a million apologies.
life has been a whirlwind.
it's kind of forced my words past my brain, but the wind has kept that from moving past my finger tips.
i have a cold.
it sucks and it drives me insane, but i will have to do.
m will be here in a few days.
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wow. where to start.
spent the nite with alex rather than at church.
i don’t know about church anymore.
what began as a somewhat weekly reunion for friends, has dwindled.
if i can even call most of them friends anymore.
hey, leaves more time for alex.
we went to play putt putt.
he beat me, actually, i got raped. with no lube.
no consideration.
it’s okay, ( Read more... )

it's been a long time. a really long time.
and i'm not quite sure as to how to begin this post. i went back and reread old ones before beginning this one.
some of them i think are so sad, and so very well written.
and it just made me realized that not too much has changed.
well, my emotions haven't let's see if i can still write.

M is here. she's been ( Read more... )

worthless. that’s exactly how she makes me feel.
i have never let her down. no matter how many times she fucks up.
when her world is dismal and gray,
i shove at the clouds, begging the sun to come and play.
even when the clouds were put there by her.
i’ve held her hand on her way to another lover,
i’ve helped her solve the puzzle of friend ment to ( Read more... )

uh oh.
i believe i was presented with a challenge.
ms stacy jean, just threw F at me.
i can so do this.
mainly, cause i'm having to much fun with this.
anywho, here are my F's.

1-Fat Bottomed Girl - Queen. It's Queen, that's all that should be said. And really if you've ever seen me....lol.
oh, but I still get my pleasure still get my greatest treasure ( Read more... )

so, michael knows i have no life.
and blessed me with another letter.
woo hoo.
c, let's do the damn thing.

1-Carpal Tunnel Of Love - Fall Out Boy. My secret obsession. Proof that I just may be as emo as everyone says.
we take sour sips from life's lush lips

2-Cheers Darlin' - Damien Rice. Everyone on the planet should listen to this song. My god, it ( Read more... )

he said to leave him a comment.
and he would give me a letter.
and now i have to post five songs beginning with said letter.
fun times, yeah?
my letter is e.
and here we go.

1-Everything We Had - The Academy Is. I'm sure this one is no surprise. I love this song and all that it entails.
i will be with you wherever you go, through the eyes of the fly on ( Read more... )

i'm really aggravated right now.
this started off as a fun silly post.
but livejournal hates me, at the moment.
so no, cuts, which is why i minimized the pics.
i hate this shit.
lj never wants to cooperate when i need it most.

anywho....
i'm supposed to tag 5, i'm only tagging 3, big whoop.
-mariangeli
-one_2_3_4
-runpunkrun420

the rules?
1. List 5 celebrities ( Read more... )