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i went to see through you play tonite. and as always i was blown away. i feel as if though i have watched them grow from cute boys in a good band, to astounding musicians. i am in awe each and everytime those boys play something. they bleed talent and musicianship, and i have the honor of calling them my friends. now, those of you that ( Read more... )

i wonder sometimes....
is her mission to make me lose my goddamn mind? i mean seriously.
so, we fell apart, and yes she groveled her way back into my life but fine whatever you know?
and i meet this awesome girl. ms adele. my god, she's beautiful and smart and funny and everything i could want in a woman.
and i'm scared shitless that im gonna end up ( Read more... )

just got home from p house. i know way too many gay men and not enough gay women.
how am i ever going to get laid? lol

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i dare you, for all of those that call your self my friends. lol.

so, i went to new york. and that was such a needed vacation.
and i fell in love with my friends and some new ones along the way all over again. it was a trip i would love to live again. but....
there's always that but.
i get home to realize that i still hate florida and am still doing nothing with my life.
wait, let's back track.
first, the only person ( Read more... )

i was always doubtful, was i not?
now i doubt it all. i've seen what 'relationships' do to people.
i've seen how my love for another now matter how innocent, has fucked me up.
i officially bow out of this whole love relationship shit.
i was always on the bench in this game.
i've officially retired.
but i've never played a game you say?
i've had my share ( Read more... )

it'a amazing how one person can take you from the way i felt a few hours ago. to the way i feel now.
i should've known. but then again this is me. the one that has been making the same mistakes the past few days, im fucking done.
and now im going to rant and rave the way i want to.
i hope rachel fucking dominates her life for ever and that ( Read more... )

defenitely never thought i was gonna get here.
but here i am. sitting in zaida's room. in nikki's house. i'm just so calm.
i hate thinking that i have to go back to florida. i mean there's so much i love there, yet....
there's so much of who i am here.

that plane landed. and i swear my heart practially imploded, i was happy.
i've gotten to see almost ( Read more... )

waiting for alex.
wishing i was in jeans and a tee heading to see my brazilians.
but no, i'm waiting for alex, in a very uncomfortable shirt, but hey!, it looks good.
so tired, yet ready to go out.
still confused, wanting for it to stop.
went to the beach a few days ago at 2 am. it was awesome.
my brazilians were there. ricardo played the guitar. i died.
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went to universal with my boys today.
they tired me out, physically. i'm not as young as i once was.
but i'm drained more emotionally than anything else.
i told him i needed space, that i needed to take a step away and maybe then i could get over him.
he claimed to understand. and that made me happy.
the morning started fine. no touching, no hugging, no ( Read more... )