I just found out yesterday that the pony's cousin has cancer. She is only 30 yrs. old, the same age as me. A week or so ago, she just experienced a sudden chest pain and had it checked with an x-ray. The doctors found a tumor in her heart and performed a biopsy, and the results just came in recently. They can't surgically remove her tumor. All they ( Read more... )

Two days ago, the pony called me asking what's up, seeing if I am free to go out. I was in the middle of watching a movie with my parents so, not to be rude and just packing up and go, I declined him. Even when my dad said if people are asking me to go out, that I can go and they could just finish the movie (which wasn't really great anyway). My ( Read more... )

I have obligatory odd dreams almost every night. And last night, it was really funny ( Read more... )

I had an odd dream last night (which dream of mine isn't odd?). In it, I had the power (although somewhat limited) to control people's actions and thoughts (only people within a very close range). And of course, as anyone with power would do, I used it to my own advantage, regardless for good or bad ( Read more... )

Two nights ago, I woke up, rather calmly from a nightmarish vision. I neither screamed nor choked by fright, which was altogether odd ( Read more... )

I was asked for my opinion, whether my brother's new hairstyle is nice or not. I don't particularly like his recent messy mohawk look (that's what it seemed to me), and for my dissension, I was called abnormal, a weirdo, just because I'm not of a popular opinion ( Read more... )

Everytime I try to get up, someone always tries to bring me down. I ask why this happens, and she says, it's just reality, drilling it into my head that I should not be so naive, that the world is really indeed a harsh place, and that I indeed have little worth, if anything at all. So stop dreaming ( Read more... )

Move over F4! I found a new dreamboat to fawn over. *Sigh* I feel like a teenage girl all over again! *Melts* So far, the best chinese/korean/japanese series I've ever seen: A Promise of Love at the Dolphin Bay. And Wallace Huo (an unfortunate choice of name) is in it.

Here he is in his gorgeous form:

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We managed to haul out 3 bags of clothes today to give away, not bad, but mostly it was my mom throwing out her own 2nd hand winter jackets. I only managed to throw out 1 1/2 jackets. Hahah. They thought to see how many outerwear we have, and I top them all by having 15 jackets, half of them I bought/my family bought for me, half of them are 2nd ( Read more... )

During the summer, I've reached my meaningless goal of having 10 cups-of-tea before I reach 30. And I only started my first one at 26. Of those 10, only 2 passed the starting gate. So what's the big deal? Nothing. 10 is but a number. Would I set another goal of 20 COTs? Not really. I'm just playing along, whatever floats my way. I've realized that ( Read more... )