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Well I guess I dont have much to say at all...things are all still the same I guess? I am so board that I wanna cry..Blah we decided to stay at moms after all so that was most of the day.playing at nannys and being badasses...you know..kinda shitty pike is prob gonna get a backshift so altho it is a buck more a hour it is shitty cause now we will ( Read more... )

Ummm well I am single...dont ask it is such a long story that I am not really ready to relive..........Grrr I am soooo disgusted at myself/everyone/the world. I am really in a bad mood...All I wanna do is cry but I cant? I wanna scream and hollar and make him see what I am saying.........oh fuck here I go...I am gone

*pouff*

Have you ever had a fight with someone and then realize that it may have been one of the worst fights that you remember in a long time? I had that tonight....No none but the person that it was with and me know what was said/done. Oh well honesly shit happens and well I dont know what esle I can contribute to it. Blahhhhhhhh so much floating in my ( Read more... )

I am not sure as to where to begin after all that we have been thru in 2 weeks I sit here and find myself in a state of confusion...So yeah we have determined that Brett does not have CF and that makes me feel about 100000000 times better. That was one of the most scaryest moments in my life. Pike was changed to a new contract starting this week he ( Read more... )

Well it has been a really fucked up retarded crazy few days. Brett had his appt yesturday with the peditrcaian and it was one of the hardest days of my life. He informed us that altho Brett has excellant muscle control and he is very alert he is also a little under wieght and shows some signs of Cysitic Fibrosis, so on thruday he has to go get a ( Read more... )

Well everything in my world is some what ok...Kids are all good..even getting a little better behaved today.But I am still the same man I am a hatefull bitch. Weezie adn the baby who she has named Nicole are both fine adn Kristas dad Tommy is still "holding his own" which makes me feel a million times better! On the other hand I finally saw krista ( Read more... )

I am in a constant state of blahhh today..I can not seem to pick myself up at all. Seems like a am walking around asleep and I can shake it. I am going to bed.

Well after much worrying on my part the weekned is over. everyone that knows me knows that 2 people in my life were having some very serouis things happening in there lives ( Read more... )

I am 67% Asshole/Bitch.

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