I think this is it..I dont think I can handle living like this anymore. You proved to me this morning excatley how you feel. I guess I just always thought that we could be more, I guess that I was wrong. I just dont wanna be alone anymore.

"i never felt alone till i met you ( Read more... )

ask me any 4 questions. i dare you. i promise to answer them no matter how personal.

Yeah so we got that fucking storm from hell out there and I am less then inpressed. I have 3 smokes cause I forgot to get tubes and there is no way that I can go anywhere in that insane fucking weather, besides that the one day I was happy to send the kids to school and it was cancelled. Outside looks like the snow machine at the ski hill threw up ( Read more... )

Well today was one of the hardest days yet and for the strangest reasons. The baby was baptised today and as I stood in that church and listened to the priest I started thinking about a little over a year ago when I was in the same place saying goodbye to a women that was more then my nanny. It all hit home and brought up alot of memories. But it ( Read more... )

Yeah so I am completley contented with my life as of now. I mean the same shit that I wrote about last week still plays on my mind but besides that I feel a little better. See there are somethings in life that I can not change no matter how hard I try, maybe that is part of the reason they get me down so much ( Read more... )

You are a Fork.


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So yeah I sit here and ponder many things in my life. Why does stuff always happen to people thet I know and love? why do people feel the need to hurt the ones that they love? And why the hell do I need to be alone everynight and day ( Read more... )

Well its all over the kids opened all there gifts and OMG are they spoiled! They got that much that there is no way that I could ever leave it all under the tree cause there wpould be no room in my livingroom to move! they were up at 4:30 am and that was fine adn all in all we had a good day so far. I got the best present last night from my baby ( Read more... )