Well as it is getting closer to christmas I find myself thinking about a year ago and wondering how it all turned out ok. Anyone that knows Pike and I knows that we have had ours ups and downs. But honestley in the last few months I have learned alot about us. So yeah we are great...I love that man more then life itself. He is all I need in life ( Read more... )

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I know that this post is gonna be hatefull and mean. I am so sick of being in this god damm house all alone...Sick of 1 man doing all he can do to raise and support someone elses kids when he can not even bother to call...Fuck Had gets 2 cents and he is running to the local drug dealer..Pike gets 2 cents and he is buying the kids something. I know ( Read more... )

I have nothing to write about.I mean I could probley write about the kids..or the concert or dad...Or probley even Pike who I miss like fucking hell. I think corrrine sees steve more and he lives here and she lives in nish. But yeah 4-1 is horrible. I try to stay up till after 1am when he gets home to call me but fuck it is hard when you are up ( Read more... )

Well I am still alive and well..lol...No everyone here is fine I guess. I am still pissed that Pike is 4-1 but hey what the hell can ya do? Tomorrow night is Alexs first xmas concert and I am so god damm excited I can not wait to see him standing on stage singing (maybe). It makes me remember Hadleys first concert and how proud I Was to be there. I ( Read more... )

Well it has been the day from hell...Pike got shafted with a 4-1 so what that means in short is that any chance we ever had of seeing each other during the week is gone. So that means that I have a bf 2 fucking days a week again and besides the fact that when he is off he is gonna be sleeping cause of the shift he is on. Great, I am sitting here ( Read more... )

Its Done as fried chicken...Well except mom dad and rinner...But mom gave me a idea for my sisssy so she is almost done 2..But as for mom and dad...Fuck I hate tryong t0o buy for them.

WHY DO PEOPLE FUCKING SUCK? Oh well off to cuddle with my baby...........