Brendan is a c*nt.
He is so f*cking nasty to me that its ridiculous.

i am going away for a few days. Saturday, Sunday, Monday, and Tuesday. He doesnt even know yet. I havent told him. I told Laura though so she'll probably tell him.

Brendan cracked it at me last night for literally no reason whatsoever. He told me i shouldnt wear heels to the Caulfield Cup and i said ((chuckling as well, i might add, so that he knew i wasnt being nasty)) "well im not gonna wear trackies and trainers to the caulfield cup am i?" like, laughing cos i thought he would take it as a joke.

ohhhh no. ( Read more... )

Laura knows Nathan.

Oh my God. Oh my God.

I may as well just give her the left over pieces of my heart to give to him, so he can crumble them the way he did before.

In other news, Brendan called me a heartless bitch last night and told me that he doesnt trust me. Little does he realise that i went into his phone to find a message i sent him ((i made a ( Read more... )

hate it here. hate. it. here.

i really want to go. i just want to walk out and never have to come back again.

*cries*

Failed my first exam.

FUCK.

*grumbles...*

im sick today. i think i ate bad chicken out last night and its given me food poisoning. argh. 
i dont want to be in bed though because i cant sleep and i get over-hot and have to throw the doonas off me and then i get too cold. Karlos left the central heating on ALL FRIGGEN NIGHT and so we're gonna be up for a fortune when the bill comes. i was sad ( Read more... )

i was with a french guy once.
it was new years and i was in st kilda at a club called Robarta and he started talking to me in his french accent and i stood there and pretended to listen while i was trying to thread my straw through a piece of ice floating in my vodka with a hole in it. I cant remember what he said because i was trashed, but he had a ( Read more... )

Name: Kate
Birthday: November 16th 
Birthplace: Traralgon
Current Location: Brighton Beach 
Eye Color: Grey
Hair Color: brown wit red and blonde 
Height: 5'3
Right Handed or Left Handed: Right
Your Heritage: Australian?
The Shoes You Wore Today: Little black ballet shoes 
Your Weakness: there are a few. most of which noone knows about.
Your Fears: spiders ( Read more... )

how did i ever become to attached to someone who seemed so detatched from everything else in the whole world? why did i become attached to someone who doesnt seem like he can be bothered? why? what is so special about someone who is bound to break your heart sooner or later? Who doesnt do anything except sit there with eyes glued to the glowing box ( Read more... )

What would i like to do right now?

id like to be sitting in a room, with a bottle of vodka, listening to Tori Amos with the blinds shut.

and painting. Yes, drunken painting. hahaha.

that sounds pretty good to me right now.