I don't like being upset.
Trust me.
I just like to vent.
When I'm happy I like it.
So..
Don't get the wrong idea.
Thankkss.

I don't do anything right.
Im a failure
When I start to be happy it all crashes down.
Im done being happy.
Fuck it.
There's no point.
I really hope all my friends have a good life.
As for me...I really don't care.
I suck at life.
I just wanna know why me?
Why do I suck?
I don't understand.
But..whatever.
Its gay.
Im done complaining....for now.

Im falling backwards again.

Soooooooooo.
Today- I was actually focusing/understanding what was going on at school. And of course I had to make the stupid ass decision to not go to my last three classes and skip and go out to lunch.Well I kind of sort of forgot that my mom had my techer;s e mails and well she actually uses them. So I got caught and I am not grounded until ( Read more... )

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Im sick
I hate it.

Last night was amazing at Cristas b day...I left happy.

So me being happy lasted for like....2 days...I dunno whats wrong with me...why i can't just be happy and enjoy life...I try so hard and shit but something always happens and I always get back to feeling like shit. I'm just over it I don't know what else I can do I really don't and right now I don't care. I just wanna be happy. I mean thats not so ( Read more... )

Was amazing but bad......<3

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh ( Read more... )