So today wasn't too bad ( Read more... )

So I have this feeling again of liking someone I shouldn't ( Read more... )

Chyeah
Im back
And I kind of wanna be back in NY
I miss everyone I met..
Daammnn.
And plus Im bored as hell here

In New York and I LOVE it!
Duuhhhh!

Leave.
In the morning.
Yeaahh.

I leave tomorrow.
Kind of a good thing.
I don't really think anyone knows/cares too much about it though.
Reason I am leaving.
<3

Two more days.
Blah.
Im tired.
I stayed up to watch the sunrise.
Went to sleep.
And now I'm here.
Some life huh?
Today...well...today will be boring since I offically have about.....2-3 actual friends.
Wooo.
So I am going to go finish watching "Maniac"
<3

So much shit is going through my head.
I don't know what to do anymore.
I wanna ask for help.
But.
I don't want it. I know I need it though.
klsadjlsak ahhhhhhh
Why is life so fucking hard.

Im almost out of this fucking place.
WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.
<3
p.s. I am offically a bitch to everyone who has treated me like shit.
Should've seen it coming.

So I have come to realize I have two true friends
There names are ana & mia.
Yeah.
They are always here for me.
Helping me boost my self confidence making me feel prettier.
I love them.
And I never want to lose them.
I would die for them.
They are the only friends I need in this world.
That is all.