My dad is making me go to Boone next year :[
Fuck.
Maybe I shouldn't come back.
Yeah.

Well I am pretty tired cause I didn't get much sleep. Too much shit on my mind.
Ummm I'm probably going to hang out with Sasha today and umm I think that's it ha.
My summer is Borrriinnggg.
<333Vanessa

So
I have to confess
I'm hiding something from everyone. And its killing me. Even my cloest friends. I'm just scared to tell people because of that they might think.
I don't want attention but I just can't hold it in anymore. I dunno what to do :[

2 more weeeekkkssssss!

So Im back at my moms my dads pretty much sucked ass.

Nothing to unusual. Uhh last night was pretty much the best night it was at Citywalk with Alicia but we ran into a bunch of people and it got even better.

Uhh pretty much nothing is new with me.

<3

So if and when I come back from NY looks like I am going to Olympia with my fat ass dad to watch every move I make.

Eeeek. I am trying to meet people from there right now but it doesn't seem to be working.

I wanna start over but not with my dad breathing down my back every two seconds.

Damn.

God.

I have to see my dad today. Ugghhh. This is the day I have been dreading. And its for a whole fucking week. Shiiittt. Anyways special shout out!

HAPPY BIRHTDAY CODY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ha..

So yeah today is just gonna be chill for me. I have no where to go no money no friends so eh pretty much nothing to do.

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Yeah mann. I was with Brit for the past like 4 nights. Parrtyy harddyyy.

Thats all I have to say..

Oh...and 25 more days til i leave

chyeaahhh.

Ahhh I'm at Britnis. Shes visiting from Georgia and I miss her like craazzzyyyy. Uhh. I have a new crush Julian. He spent the night with us last night. Oh boy hes hot. Heh. Im lame. Anywayysss. Tomorrow night is cowbys for Ashleys B day. I am trying to get him to go. Ummm then probably tomorrow night with Brit again. Mannn more drinking :D ( Read more... )

I get to see Brit!!!!

Im fucking excited. I love not going to school. Well Boone anyways.

Mannn.

Life is looking up. In some ways.

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