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Starting a new chapter in my life with a fresh start.
No bad memories from this one.
All is said and done.
No more looking back on it.

There's way too many things going on inside my head lately ( Read more... )

Ugh.
I feel so frustrated right now.
I feel unwanted and ugly, too.
I've decided that I can never plan on things working out for me.
I've been so happy these past two weeks and now everything inside of me is falling apart.
I feel sick.
I feel sad.
And I believe this is the start of another depression period.
For once in my life a decent guy found me ( Read more... )

Jamie Dolan is my best friend...

Forever.

I love her

She made me the best birthday gift ever.

We are best friends until the end, biznatches.

Okay that's all.

Mmmm life feels good at the moment ( Read more... )

Wow do I feel like I need a good cry.
Which I sort of just had while watching the last episode of Laguna.
And yes, I will quote it because this is exactly how I feel right now in my life.
"I don't want to look anymore, I want someone to find me."
I'm sick of looking for someone to be with.
I feel like everytime I think I found a good person they turn ( Read more... )

I hate Sundays.

I want it to be next weekend.

I want to magically get a ride to Pitt to see from first to last on the 26th.

I hate school.

I want/need a boyfriend.

Seeing him happy and myself not happy is making me sick.

I want him out of my head.

I hate feeling like this is holding me back from moving on with life.

I love my ( Read more... )

Three day weekends make me happy.

So far it's been a good one. I finished my project that's due Tuesday, I got to hang out with my wonderful friends, see lots of boys, and attend a local show.

:]

Another Found Self was amazing as usual and their new songs were grand. I'm really really looking forward to the show on the 19th and if I'm lucky I'll ( Read more... )

UGH.

So my sister and I came home from school today to find my mom here. That's unusual seeing as my mom always works until 5:30 on weekdays. It turns out she got fired from work this morning. Did her boss ever give her notice? Nope. You're supposed to be a family friend? Yeah, some friend you turned out to be.

Jerk.

Because of you my mother ( Read more... )

This weekend has been surprisingly good. I've had a lot of fun with my old friends as well as the new ones I've made. I didn't get to go to the show that I wanted to attend. I was pretty pissed about that, but I got over it. Despite all of that I still feel a little bit off. I'm really a wreck right now I'm just choosing to hide it so I don't bring ( Read more... )