work... usual night. Nothing to talk about... alot on my mind though.

Does anyone read this anymore?

so... i've talked to katie most all day. Went to the movies with her, saw van helsing... i'm amazing myself at how quickly i'm growing fond of her. But I think it's freaking her out more than anything. blah... i'm an ass... thoughts are tangled... but I still feel happy somehow.

I'm wierd.

happy and shitty at the same time... blargh

felt like updating... so here it is. Put a new song i made up on guitar onto my computer... I like it, though I doubt anyone else would.

yessssahhhhh.

i'm being random... but that means i'm in a good mood. Hoorah.

so... prom tonight. 24958349635 pictures taken. And I hate pictures. I guess it was fun... but really depressing at the same time. My supposed "friend" i went with tried to take it a notch up the entire night... and I'll admit, so things I let her do. Like holding my hand and rubbing my fingers, rubbing my back, rubbing the back of my neck while we ( Read more... )

so tonight was the worst night of work ever... 1 person didn't show up... two others walked out. So I was left doing the whole back cash area by myself... on a friday night at that. horrible ( Read more... )

despite all my arguements... despite everything. She thinks she's doing the right thing... shit, maybe she is. I can't think at all now... my brain is just cluttering and waiting to explode... maybe it already did. I need help ( Read more... )

so uh... today? I check my online mailbox... thursday night Sarah called... left a message. (didn't show up until today). well, we'll just say we're broken up... and it hurts... so bad I can't think ( Read more... )

I don't know whats up with me lately... nothing is good, in my head I mean. I'm worrying about everything... more so than normal, and nothing is showing me different. I have'nt talked to Sarah in god... weeks? I'm not really sure of what to do... no doors seem open. Anyone own a gun?

so I haven't written in a while, so I thought I would.

Everything blows... enough said

so... florida... great fun... now I'm depressed. Back to school, back to work, back to stress ( Read more... )