strange day ( Read more... )

so... whats to tell? School today... work tonight. The usual crap ( Read more... )

Today blows... worked till 2 AM last night. Girl I dated like 2 years ago being a bitch, won't leave me alone, getting me down. Have to go back into work... egh... kill me.

now

Well... since I requested next weekend off at work for the FL trip... I have to work 5-11 EVERY FUCKING DAY this week. worked 5-11 thursday, friday, and tonight of this week... and next week I have 5-11 tomorrow, monday, tuesday, wednesday, thursday. FUCK... I don't know if I can do that ( Read more... )

occasionally, amongst all of my thinking... something brilliant shines through, but no matter how hard I try to grasp onto it... I just can't. I reach forward, and this 'god' that I've created for myself rips it away. I'm left tripping over my own feet, slamming my face into the dirt... while everyone laughs distantly. Everyday in my head is ( Read more... )

grades, blah, o'well, heres this. enjoy ( Read more... )

Had Marc Skeen and Louis Santi over to hang out tonight... people I've known forever... but never hung out with. And I must say, It was fun as hell... I actually felt like i had something interesting to say than feeling like a moron ( Read more... )

school as usual... BORING, fell asleep a few times. whatever... normal day ( Read more... )

sometimes you look around, and you realize... no one gives a fuck. Seems like everyone will be there for you, but in fact, no one is. If you go somewhere else, they will forget about you... that's just how it works. Everyone is so wrapped up in the moment that they forget about people, I myself am guilty of this, but why can't anyone be real? Quit ( Read more... )

I simply stated that I was exhausted... I've been working 30 hour weeks damn it. I haven't heard from my mom yet... it's been over a month, that freaking slut... and I'm worried about me and Sarah... I really need someone who gives a shit right now.

Before I fucking implode