good bye everyone....

trapped within wall, caught within words. i wish he would save me...

helplessly i laid there last night. all i wanted to do was leave and help him out. i miss him so bloodly much. i never thought that i would have to be without him.

as another day passes, i'm left here, barely standing

I know people are tired of my ranting, which is why i write out my feelings. only in words that i type can i explain my thoughts and feelings most honestly and truly. right now, i'm hurtting. i'm can't seem to find the ground. i feel that everyone just says that they will be there for you, but when it comes to it, no one knows what to do but listen ( Read more... )

i need to get out of here, but how do you tell your parents that you don't want to do what they think is best for you and that you want to be on your own doing what you feel is right for your life. i wish someone could come over and tell my parents that i am a responsible person and that they are going to take me out of the house. *sighs* i'm so ( Read more... )

i need to write things out again. i feel trapped. i feel as cliche as it sounds, like that mtv commercials were that guy is sitting in the baby seat and wants to buy something online but his mother doens't allow him to. so now i hear that my father wants to hire a private investagtor to follow me around to find out what it is that i am hiding. WTF ( Read more... )

So i don't speak up with it comes to my parents, but when i do? everything is taken literally. i am hurt, but they didn't let me explain. they took it as they as parents hurt me. but they failed ot listen to what i was trying to say. i am hurt when they compare me to others. when they remind me that i did not live up to their expectations. i hide ( Read more... )

my mother is home 24/7 since she has been laid off. this is driving me crazy! as most of my friends know, i don't go partying, i have never been drunk, i don't do drugs, heck i have never even been to a kegger. i'm not a party person i have never been clubbing, for heaven's sake i think i'm a pretty responsible child. i work and make my own way ( Read more... )

wow this thing is still up... but i can't write in here just yet... so i will be back