The summer is fast approaching and with it I'm finding myself wondering how I'm going to cope with such vasts amounts of time. I'm trying to persuade myself to get a lot of things done for the next school year, but I know that I will peter out on that soon enough. It makes me miss WoW, which I really hate to say. I don't necessarily regret ( Read more... )

I've always made mountains out of mole hills. I come up with these elaborate "ideas" in my head about what was or did happen as well as what will or can happen. I know that if I don't curb this habit I'll never end up truly happy, and I am at a place in my life that I CAN be happy. So, why am I sweating the small things? I need to constantly ( Read more... )

I'm not sure how well I will continue to maintain this journal. Obviously, one can see from my archive that I've left it desolate for years. I wanted to get back to writing in it, because sometimes it is nice to go over the old entries. I just seem to loose all my drive once I actually start writing. I get really excited about getting ( Read more... )

I am depressed today. I let my mind wander too much and it led me to a place I dont want to be.

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Today my friends and I celebrated my birthday. This morning I went to Goodale for Andrew's first birthday. Afterwards, I watched the game at Tom and Monique's. From there it was dinner at Fridays with the Carity's, Kristyn, and Lauren. Then over to Jason's house for a bonfire. Also, today my dad called me just to say I love you.

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I have a tendency to look back on people's lives and assume everything from years ago is in the forefront of their minds. I do this particularly when I am thinking about someone I "like". I assume that they are in love with all their old ex's, and that any minute now they'll jump back into a loving relationship with them. And, like always... the ( Read more... )

I wish I had faith. Maybe than I could be happy.

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I'm home now. It was a great trip and one I won't soon forget. Unfortunately, I have fallen into my same rut again. I am going a mile a minute in my mind and I just want it to stop.

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Always trust your intuition. Unfortunately, it is usually right.

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On my way back from Michigan I picked up something a friend wanted for awhile. I thought this was being a nice friend. Apparently, it just pisses them off. I will never understand people.

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