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It starts
Day 1...
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Off I go
I'm about to begin my ascent to Michigan today. I packed up all my clothes. I'm hoping I don't forget anything. I have to stop off and see my Uncle. I love my uncle, but I really have no desire to sit around his house with him for a night. I would really just like to get up to Traverse City, but we all have to pay our dues. Last year I couldn ( Read more... ) -
Anxiety.
I have this overwhelming anxiety, and I can't quite put my finger on why that is. I have school work I need to be doing this summer. I haven't started it yet. I have a pile of books I need to get through. I'm actually working on that one. I need to play my guitar more. I haven't been doing that at all. Tomorrow, I want to wake up and go into ( Read more... ) -
Traveling
I leave for Michigan soon. I'm excited, yet I'm not terribly excited. I want to see my family, but I enjoy relaxing at home. I have to work my ass off for enough money to get to Colorado at the end of July.
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Death of Purpose
Yesterday turned out to be rather exciting. In a desperate attempt to keep myself occupied I've been participating in any and every event possible. Thursday I went to Ladie's Eighties. Friday I went to the Jazz and Blues Festival. Saturday I went to the Masquerade Ball. Yesterday was by far the funniest. I arrived for the Cup game at UA Pub, ( Read more... ) -
I see a red door...
A lot has happened. Nothing I wish to write about in such a public format. It'll be saved for my written journal entries. I thought my life was headed in one direction, and I was excited about it. However, I was sadly mistaken instead it turned in the opposite direction. I will have to deal with things as they come as I always have. I'm ( Read more... ) -
Waiting for the Worms
I cleaned my room today in order to keep my mind occupied. It took me about 7 hours. It actually managed to keep me occupied too. Now I am done though. Jesus has been home lately due to some vacation time, and I have to say that I've really enjoyed the company. He and I can relate on a level that Justin and I can't. It'll be ashame when he ( Read more... ) -
Go go go
Since school has ended I haven't been able to stop moving. I can't sit still or my thoughts just drive through my consciousness. I have to escape them. I have to run away from them. I have to stay busy. Have I managed to do that? No. You can't escape your thoughts. Today, I decided I would go to sleep to pass the time in the day. I just ( Read more... ) -
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I still haven't become... comfortably numb
I thought I was on a good path. I thought for once in my life I was ready to just be alone and be happy with me. I guess I was wrong. I want to be accepting of my loneliness, but the part of me that still has emotion remains. I don't understand how no one sees me the way I see me. That I'd be worth a chance...