I decided I needed to get the glass of the month, so I went to the Lizard. It's not bad being by myself. Across from me are some generic girls. Their conversation bores me and intrigues me at the same time. At the bar is a trio of nerds. I really like the last one. He is super nerdy cute. I will never have the balls to say anything though. I am ( Read more... )

There are so many facets to each and every person. We categorize ourselves constantly, and at the same time try to prove our individuality. So, I wanted to figure out exactly who I am. I realized recently that I am too selfish to not be a loner. I don't like to give up "my" time for others. When I want to be alone I want to be alone right than ( Read more... )

I just woke up from an impromptu nap, and despite that I have a few things that need to get done tonight I want to get in my car and just drive. I can't afford the gas to do so, but I can't help but want to. I've got so many things on my mind, and it's hotter than hell in my room. I wish all these questions could just be answered, but it would ( Read more... )

Today I found out how I got my name. J for "Jan" and "en" for Den. It makes me not want to change my name now ( Read more... )

Spare me your judgements and spare me your dreams ( Read more... )

I "met" Daniel about a year ago from a dating website called Geek2Geek. I first started talking to him while I was living up with my aunt in Northern Michigan. He was a science geek and a gamer at that. When I came home we got together, and I've been hanging out with him ever since. At first, I was smitten with him to a point that it was ( Read more... )

I've spent about an hour or so wandering around the internet looking up old pictures. It's odd. I know that they always say years pass you by, but every so often I really feel the force of that head on. I know that years seem shorter, because logically they become a smaller and smaller amount of the entirety of your life. It just seems odd/ ( Read more... )

Today, I participated in Zombie Walk. I was reluctant to go, because again lately I've just wanted to stay at home alone. But, I knew if I did it at the very least I could say I had done it. I went over to Phil's around one o'clock to get my make up done. I ended up having a blast. My dress was absolutely great. I wish my makeup could have ( Read more... )

It was the first day of exams today. I actually managed to get a bit done. I am currently at the bar waiting for coworkers to get here. They were just playing Oasis and it reminded me the Cochran househole. Surprisingly, I think about them more often than one would think. Regrets mostly now that I am much more mature than I was. I remember being ( Read more... )

My dad's side of the family might be some of the most unattractive people I've seen. Not to say they are balls out ugly. They are just... well not attractive. Nothing about them is attractive.