okay... so this week went from bad... to waaaay worse. Yesterday i woke up an my neck hurt really bad but i just assumed that it was a knot or something. but then i was rubbing it felt a lot different (is that proper grammer... then again do i care?) than a normal knot. it turns out that my limphnodes are swollen (spelling?) now... if i only payed ( Read more... )

so another year come and gone...  i look back to see the ( Read more... )

what cant things just be simple? be easy, unpainful, not confusing, enjoyable... i guess cuz then we would never be able to be happy when things were easy. idk, i hate this feeling, i dont want things to be this way... i wish i could go back a year, or go forward a year. fix things, avoid things that i  should have in the first place. Or go forward ( Read more... )

Okay... yay im finally getting better! turns out i have walking pnumonia... haha isnt that exciting. damn the kids. anyways today was ehh okay lol. after school got out (bleh i didnt go... but for everyone else) i went and met Elisa (btw happy birthday evee!!!) Lyns and Em for lunch at Panda express. That was fun, hadnt been out of my house in ( Read more... )

OKAY... THIS IS REALLY GETTING OLD. I feel like im writting a journal of someone who is dying stranded in the wilderness or something .... "ah hem"

Day 4: Im here cold and sick... not sure how long i can make it...

okay.. maybe i over-exagerated just a little. But really i've been sick for 4 days... havent slept in 3... had no real social ( Read more... )

So... im still sick, and it sucks. I feel like shit ( i proly look worse than i feel too)and my stupid fever wont break :'(  so that means im gunna have to miss school again which i never thought i would be upset about... but i miss everyone and i have had no social interatcion in a while and its driving me crazy! not to mention i havent slept in 3 ( Read more... )

Bleh today was okay. Its started out good. I went to church which was awesome cuz i havent gone in a really long time and it felt good to talk to my old friends again and listen to music that is actually good for me! um but through the whole sermon i was very cold and then hot... and then cold again... then i would get the chills. But i thought ( Read more... )

Okay soooooo this weekend was frikin awesome!!! halloween is now one of my fav holidays... it ties with christmas! (cuz of the presents.. although i did get a present on halloween and i also got candy. hmm i dont know now :-D) but anywayz so friday i went to the mall with lynsey and elisa and we got the rest of our halloween costumes. then they ( Read more... )

Omg... it was such a busy day today. Went to school and we did community service. It usually isnt bad and some times its even fun... but not this time. We went to St. Mary's food bank and bagged these HUGE crates full of apples and rotten potatoes (sp?) anyways it smelled like ####... but ya me lyns jacob baldo mallory paige and jp cut and tied the ( Read more... )

Bleh... that is all i have to say about today. It was a stupid day and i should have just stayed home. First of all i woke up late because my mom thought that she would just "re-arrange" my desk for me which was nice and everything, except for the fact that she turned my alarm all the way down and so it was to quiet for me to here this morning. So ( Read more... )