okay, so it's time to update. i don't really have much to say. i mean i do, but i really just want to go to bed right now. i strated a new job, and i already hate it. i've worked for 2 days, and i'm contemplation quitting. i'll give details about it later.. i'm too.. eh ( Read more... )

so okay, i'm not totallt sure as to what is going on in my life. yet again, i am home, alone. all i really want is for this one person to call me, and my life would be complete. but alass, i do not think he is interested in me, in the way i'm interested in him. he commented on a blog on my myspace page, but it leads me to believe he's not ( Read more... )

yay! i got ahold of jenny, and we are now work out buddies. we worked out tonihgt, and she's going to call me tomorrow morning, after she gets off work around 10-ish and we're going to work out again. my ass is going to be dragging, but in a few months, it will all be worth it, because, eventhough, i'm never going to be pretty, i'm going to be thin ( Read more... )

i avoided a fight tonight. i was hanging out with beth, my ex-fiances sister. well, daniel and his new girlfriend decided to come hang out with us. her name is linden, and she hates me. and i'm pretty sure it's because she knows if i wanted to, i could get daniel back, without trying. i know he still wants me. beth, and seneca told me that. but she ( Read more... )

Okay, so.. I'm overly excited today. I don't know why, it's way effin hot outside, and I really have no reason to be in the mood I am. But oh well, I'm enjoying it, so I'm going to roll with the excitement for as long as it lasts. I haven't been hangiong out at Kats anymore, but I guess you didn't know I was hanging out at Kats, so that doesn't ( Read more... )

So anyway, sorry I'm such a effin flake. I mean to be around more, but you know how life goes. So here's a quick update on my life currently. I am no longer in a relationship, thank God. Daniel and I broke up 3 months ago. I'm sp much happier, and better off without him. I don't work at Convergys anymore, I'm looking for a new job.. bleh, it sucks ( Read more... )

Hi. I live.

Hey. I'm sorry I haven't updated in a while. This is the first time n about 4 weeks that I've had any time to myself. I work, like 60 hours next week. I'm going to die. Yesterday and today I starte work at 5:00 am! Usually I'm not even awake at 5:00 am. I really love my job though, eventhough I'm sore, bruised and all around falling apart, i really ( Read more... )

Hi! *waves* How is everyone? I am okay, i guess. I really don't wnat to go to work tomorrow, but I have to. I work at the Marriott Hotel here in Ogden, I guess I like it, in some ways, but in others I could live without it. I hate the schedule we have, last Friday I had to be at work at 5:00 am. Which I guess isn't really early to some people, but ( Read more... )

Sometimes life just blows ass. Others, it's rocks out with it's socks out. Lately, not even confused can describe how I feel. I just don't know what to do, and I am so.. i don't know. Sometimes I wonder if I really do love Daniel, or if I'm just afraid of being alone. I mean, we've been together for 1 year, 9 months, and 4 days. And in that time, I ( Read more... )